look at us from 10 years ago and present.. it so crazy ( this blgo is retard wont let me fix it)

This picture from  10 years ago... it taken in 1999

left is Austin and Me and right is Kelton they are my best friend's little brothers I know them since they were babies.. that picture was taken at their old house in orem now they dont live there anymore!! Austin was like 11 yrs old and I was about 16 yrs old Kelton was like 7 or 8 yrs old.. it so crazy.. i have watched them grow up all the years.. Austin have a adorable 3 yrs old son Karson and he have great person he protect his family inclue me.. sweet of him...

Now Kelton the youngest one the family haha.. i still like mocking him he still baby one.. just like my brother age.. he and my brother are same age.. but Kelton is 2 months older than my brother.. he is awesome.. but he likes to tease us.. my kids love these brothers.. Kelton has 1 yrs old son Koda.. his son looks alot like Kelton when kelton was his age.. whoa it could be twins.. like me and My mom...

this below picture..

Austin will be 22 on jan 4th, Im going be 27 on april Kelton will be 20 in march 8th.. crazy

this is 2009 picture taken on christmas Eve.. big different but i look same but the brothers has changed ALOT it already adult now..  mens..

GOOD BYE 2009 HELLO 2010

I just wanted to blogging more, i need a advices how to become pro of blogging of this.. any advices, i will post blog link in facebook soon around in 2010 so everyone can read it and updates from densley life....

SO now it 1 more day of 2009 be end, now move forward to 2010, I hope Everyone expect to have a great wonderful 2010 than 2009, my 2009 was alot happenings... so I'm look forward for new begins and happiness and full of joy in the life.... my goal i have few of them of new year resolutions and goals that i want to ampoished it and reach it. make my life become more full of happiness and enjoy each moments with my lil family kids..

you need to sit down and think back what you thankful for your life.... and review what you done in your life..
~Thankful for my life~

• god and angels to protect us and my lil family
• my children that I will always cherish for my life!
• my best friend DC Densley he will always be there for me no matter what i will continue loving him and be there for him <3>
• roof to place to live..
• my two best friends in my life they are amazing... ( Kris and Shawnelle DeWaal )

That all i can say for this blogging... will post new pictures of new year eve.. i will post one more blog on Dec 30 2009 it about my best friend her brothers and I I found it so cool and amazing how much people changes... so will post it after this.. watch out..

ENJOY YOUR last NIGHT NEW YEAR 2009 good bye 2009 will say HELLO 2010

update from today, since DEC 26 2009

WOW, today is day after Xmas, what an great Christmas yesterday, It was the busy day for all of us!

My children, they had great Xmas with both families, they got what they wanted for Xmas for this year!!!!

Devin Jr got tons of many different toys of star wars!!! some few clothes and movies and games he enjoyed. but he is out of SCHOOL for while till he returns back to school on Jan 22nd 2010 it gonna be long vacation oh boy!!! I hope I find something to Do for him to keep him busy and stay out of boredom!!! Also another update from Devin jr,

Last week he lost his first tooth bottom tooth.. he was so excited and proud of himself he pulled his teeth out himself without another people pull the tooth! so the Tooth fairy did came and gave him some $$.. he was happy boy in the world!

Amber, She got tons of barbies, and clothes for barbies, some more clothes that what she needed. she got snow white movie ever she wanted.. so she is growing like crazy.. but CANNOT STAND HER attitudes UGH.. she gots it from ME UGH oh boy Now i understood how my mother feel about ME when I was her AGE ugh.. it pain the ASS!!! but I will always love her so much no matter what!!! so

will post some pictures later when i have the CD from my camera! but i did post 2 new picture of ME but kids will post it on my camera, some today somehow i feel beautiful wanted to try something new try to change the look and try become femie and girlie you know but still have tomboy in my heart but want to change look so i bought few make ups I'm still rookie at it.. I'm still learning, so i took myself a picture, it look great but it will takes a practices on it. so here the picture of me!!

I hope you all have great Xmas and Holiday, so i hope new year 2010 would brings you full of happiness and joyful and better year! so there is more update but will do in 2010. wish you all good luck and full of happiness of 2010!!!

p.s i still rookie about this blog the picture is above so.. I'm still learning so be patient with me till i blogging more.. thanks for being patient with me :-)

Now it dec.. oh no!!! time went so fast

THIS picture above, it was from october, that what we look like as NOW, the kids is still growing.. getting bigger everyday,

I just can't believe, it already December, i feel like it not, it really crazy and chatos, ahh.. now it only have 2 more weeks of Christmas, I'm glad that done with Christmas shopping, thank heavens, so updates, my son love school like usual, Amber still doing alot better now she discovery a new hobbies of herself, she likes to fix things like clothes hole or anything she will fixed.. it really cute,

Update from JaMay,

I'm doing great, just quit the job at zermatt, i don't work there anymore i quit 2 days after thanksgiving, I had enough with zermatt, they treat me like crap like always,, screwing my paycheck, and the chef Craig i never liked him at all.. Mr grumpy pants, Kat she is screwing me around I'm tired of her shit..

so i hope you all have a Merry Xmas, and new year,, I'm looking forward for new brand year, 2010.. hope it brings a better and happiness of life!

JaMay

Can't beleive it NOV already..

WOW, I haven't been blog yet for a month.. i have been so totally busy so FAR!!!! still working at zermatt spa resort, but the business is really slow down.. so oh well the enocmony isn't look good.. but hopefully it pull up to become better enocomony, see what happens.. one more month left for Xmas, it crazy, soon the 2009 to be over.. i can;t wait for 2009 over want move 2010 make it the best for a year, so my kids did had good time during their Halloween weekend the went st. George Utah with my dad and my younger sister Caitlin, to see JeNeal and cousin Lexi, and the kids went treat and trick with lexi.. they had so bunch of FUN!! I had to work that night, so the work made all the us worker to dress up for Halloween, SO I was dressed up as dead nurse, had alot MESSY huge hair and deaf face painted.. i was dressed better, it was so weird.. not every one got their face painted expect patrick had only his eyebrow dyed painted white.. hahe was Mr. Clean from TV commerical he wore white outfits, Barbara dress up like 70 rock a roll tour person, Angelica, dress up like sexy sailor girl, and Jonathan dress up like 70's show a dude named fez.. it so funny, and boss Kat dress up like 1940's with blond wig.. so it was really slow that night.. i only made 10 a tip a that night.. it was crazy... so now it November it beautiful weather this year been warm not really too cold, but snow will soon coming AHHH.. I'm not look forward for it.. cuz I live in slc now, i had to drive back a forth for weekends.. SUCKY,,

So that all i can say.. these are my updates so far.. SO will post it again hopefully you guys have a wonderful month,, but will post day before thanksgiving

Can't beleive it october

WOW, I cannot believe it October already!!!! the Weather has changed already.. PLUS I Love to look the mountain, cuz the tree colors changed it so beautiful.. we had snow on mountain it so crazy, rained and The weather has arrived the coldness.. BRRR I'm not look forward for it.. Snow and COLD, winter, but I'm look forward for thanksgiving, and Christmas, it the most exciting moment. now my son is already 6 yrs old now Amber is next turn 5 in spring.. so yesterday, Devin Jr's grandma Densley and Amber and I went to Devin Jr's first school program, it was so cute, I have some picture of his program will upload later.. into the CD.. since i can't find my usb thing so, now so far, I'm look forward for Halloween this year, I hoping i get 31st off for Halloween, SO i can take my kids to Trick and treating knock the doors get more goodies candies so I can steal from them ha ha but i always ask them first before i take some.. it their candies, so will post more pictures of Devin Jr's first program, he sang a song twinkle twinkle little star, that was my favorite star, my mom used to sing to me when i was little, aww now my son sang it so SO CUTE!!!! he is GETTING BIG.. can;t believe, so

Post the picture soon as I promise,

but not know WHEN I will post the picture include kids Halloween costume too.. along..

Have a GREAATTT OCTOBER MONTH but I don't know when i will blog again..

PEACE OUT

DEVIN JR's b-day TODAY turns 6

Today is Devin Jr's birthday, Now he is 6 yrs old! I can't believe he is 6 because, where the times goes.. I never forget when he was born when i first met my 1st born baby boy! He was so SUCH HANDSOME and CUTE with Dark brown curly hair, chubby cheeks, now he is 6 and he has dirty blond hair it changing to darker now, but he still have BEAUTIFUL BIG BLUE EYES with BEAUTIFUL eye LASHES, he loves video games, TV spongebob squarepants and stars wars and xmens he loves it.. he have few new friends from school.. he seem enjoying it. I just want to tell my baby BOY no longer baby boy now it become my little cute man!!! That Mama and DADDY loves you so much.. cannot believe that you all growing getting bigger, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVIN JR I hope you have BLAST enjoy your birthday I hope u got what you wanted for birthday..

LOVE YOU DEVIN

this new picture of devin jr NOW the above the baby one he was abt 15 months old and the thumbs up is 3 yrs old. the sepia is NOW.. that what he look like now.. crazy

can't beleive it september,

the picture above that recent june they are my babies.. damn, i look too SKINNY ugh.. but it wont let me gian some weights.. blah.. but im ll get them gained soon.. cuz thanksgiving is coming and xmas is coming, haha

WOW, I know I haven't blog for a while, since my son his first day of school, SO all the updates so far, I been so busy like crazy, I been in Salt lake city alot, and orem but in heber for weekend.. for work, So my son really loves his school, he learning alot things at school, so Amber just been busy bee i keep her busy not go crazy or bored, haha.. so

I can't beleive it september already.. soon in 2 weeks from today it would be my son's birthday will post new picture or whatever, for his b-day, I have no idea what im gonna give him for his birthday he turns 6 yrs old, can;t beleive, it.. where the hell his baby goe away, i remember extacly 6 years ago.. when he was born, oh boy Im so getting OLD.. poor me but not reach to 30's yet haha.. but i can feel the changes, i m only 26 half way to 27 in spring, so

I still working Zermatt spa resort, still always weekends.. but i still frastured but i still hang it there, at least im making more money to support myself and my kids. their needs, but barely can make it. haha.. but still looking for anohter job yes but no luck so far,

SO i hope you guys have great weekend...

Devin Jr's First day of School

Finally, I have a time to Blog this, yesterday it was my son's first day of school as kindergarten, I was so Proud of him, Had a long day yesterday, Had go take Jr to Doc office for final physical check up make sure he is healthy blah blah, but turns out to that he is very healthy boy, he is only 3 ft 7 inches tall, he only weight 44 lbs, short kid, wont be tall when he gets older, he will be short like me and His daddy!, so same as for amber too,, she is only 3 ft 1 inches haha.. both kids are growing fast, so after doc appt, head home and change him to new clothes that he wanted to wear, so around 12 40 His grandma Debbie and I and amber went to his school waiting for his school to start at 1 pm we arrived, we saw the sidewalk has his teacher name his teacher name is Mrs. Spencer, I told him I wanna take some pictures of him at his school and being him in the line and etc, he said oh okay i will do it.. he doesn't like take pictures at all!!! he just like HIS DADDY ALOT ALIKE! haha, so these picture of him.. so He stood in the line and waiting for Mrs. Spencer to come out and ready to take all the kids into school ready for the school time, when he says i love you in sign and smack the kisses when he enter into school i cried, cuz cannot believe my baby boy is school he isn't baby anymore, now he is a BIG BOY!!! he soon be 6 yrs old! next month. crazy, so will post more.. so after school he told me all the stories and made a new friends!!!

AHHH MY OLD BLOGG is GONE

Sorry for so long for me not blogging I know it been long time, that I haven't Blog, the reason I had to create new one.. because the old one, I couldn't remember what email or password, I have too many emails and not remember what password is, DUH me now i just got new email address that will be permanent of my life, so this blog should be better than my first one, I'm still had to start all over again!! I'm in lost in blogging AHH.. back to rookie again, SO last time I blog like 6 months ago which is that is about march around my daughter's birhtday, Things has so much changes and went UP and DOWNS, It so crazy... going on..

here is the UPDATE about LIFE of DENSLEY,

I'm currently still separated it been almost a year, alot crazy going on so I prefer not share it i have my own personal reason, so the kids is GROWING like weeds, getting bigger, so I still working zermatt spa resort as busser, no longer of food handling anymore, so i enjoy working busser, plus I'm only girl who is busser 3 boys are busser but younger than me.. I'm only the oldest one haha for busser, but i enjoy but some ways i dont like it someways i do.. but needed for living making, I still work weekends like always, but during weekdays nothing to do bored all i do is sleep in and watch tons of lifetime movies, and read books if i have a time but, the updates of my kids,

My son, Devin Jr, He is 5 1/2 yrs old, he is growing and become more handsome, but he is wayyyyy smart,, now he already learned how to write his name now.. and he learns how to read and he knows how to read closed captions since the parents are deaf ( me and their father) has to use the closed caption and use volume little bit.. that how he reads, he reads 2 or 3 books every night i help him with little bit, he is GAME FREAK.. PS2 and xbox 360 and computers games he is good at it.. he beat star wars on xbox 360 he beat the game with his dad, and grandpa densley, they were so shocked, he is good at it.. but i had put limited on it.. cuz it so addicted for him... so i gave him 1 or 2 hours of playing games, so in two weeks, Devin Jr starts school as KINDERGARTEN, ahhh.. I'm so sad, cuz my little boy is going school *sobbing* but he is still always be my baby boy! but he is DADDY's BOY but he knows I still always love him! he loves transformers movie i can;t spell it. and hulk spider man and he loves sponge bob squarepants, same as his sister too.. he loves giving his sister hard time.. make her mad all time haha.. but that normally brother and sisters !!

My beautiful little princess Daughter, Amber Mae,

she is 4, but she is sweet in some ways, but most of time she is pain the butt and hard head but she have great heart to everyone, she loves wear dress she is way girlie compare by me when i was little i wasn't girlie at all.. i hate dress at all.. eeekk.. eww.. she loves make up she kept asking me Mama, I want to wear make up like you i want look pretty like mama, so can I i said oh okay i put eye shadow on it and lipstick she feel better and look pretty, haha.. she is so cute, i love her.. she is my baby girl and last baby girl. cuz i wont have any more kids at all.. I'm done with kids just have two kids that all I'm all happy. so I'm still searching low income pre-schoolers for Amber so she will turn 5 in march, so she loves be with me all time.. mama girl defiently mama girl big time, but hard head just like her mama that where she gets from, that what my mom said to me when I was her age! haha.. she is strong girl, tough girl.. she willing learn new things and help me out she still pro at folding laundry clothes.. I'm surprised!!!!

so updated about ME * JaMay*

Well there is so much update about it but i will make it short, I moved to orem almost 2 months ago, I'm living basement of my good friend's mother's house it was nice.. but cold in basement i had to wrapped myself with blankets, and heaters thank god for that.. haha but nice.. 2 bedroom 1 bathroom with simple kitchen and living room which nice.. rent and utites are included.. which i really appreciated my landlord she is so DAMN SWEETEST LADY ever I met! i love her already.. she understood about my money situation and she let me live here to straight out my life she is amazing, the reason I move out of heber city, cuz I was totally crazy, depressions and can;t stand be around my family, I do love them yes, but they drove me NUTS!!!! I just don't like what they telling me to do with my life, i know they try to help me yes but I like go through myself, and see what and where I am coming from, but now.. My kids's father moved to California and did took kids with him see how the life turns but turns big realized how epensive California is.. so He decide to send the kids to me so kids currently living with me.. but for Devin Jr he lives with his grandma Densley for school reason, but Amber is full time living with me but weekends with Devin Jr and grandparents densley, but i do go over and visit Devin Jr and take him and amber out for fun's.. for now, I'm batting with depression yes.. but i kept telling myself i will find my peace, and my answers from God, and happiness and hope my life turns to better life soon when i find my answers!!!
for your information, I'm still mormons but might decide resign out of mormon situation, i still believe god and Jesus, I'm still proud of my brother for his mission, yes, but due the confuses about reglions, I still confuse about LDS still and i have another interested reglion is christian so i just want to find a TRUTH true reglion that i able to find my peace and happiness that god can send to me I hopefully I find it soon.. I put my hands my life on god what it gonna lead me to..

for your Info, for my kids's father, I still love him no matter what it will sticks in my heart, but now there is no info to talk about it.. about my marriage situation, i prefer not share i hope you all understand.. it too emotional for me to share.. i prefer to kept it myself!

sorry it so LONG BLOG it worth to catch up

Have a great week!