I turned 27 on april 22nd

Hello you see the number above this.. This is my age time of of this year! I totally feel weird because i m used to be getting younger and younger but NOPE I was look back the years what I have passed.. now I'm 27 yrs old.. where the time goes.. it totally go fast.. where it go??? my birthday was yesterday, my lil family celebrated my 27Th birthday, My parents in law they gave me gift Cerf worth of 25 dallors of Kohl's, I bought 3 things from Kohl's. My husband and kids gave me some piece of little of clothes, and Movie AVATAR.. My mom in law, She cooked my favorite dinner and cake.. it was so delious.. it was really Good dinner i was sooo STUFFED UP.. then Dc says i have one more gift to give you for your birthday from ME.. I was like aww.. so he took me out of the house to movies date.. so i picked the movie dc was hoping it was good movie not girlie movie haha.. so I picked the movie called death on funeral. it was good and funny movie.. then we got home from movies, the monkeys still awake we was like darn you guys still awake.. it time for you guys go bed. so the monkeys gave me a hugs and good night and telling me happy birthday and asked me if i have a good birthday... It was very good birthday i deserved to have a good birthday! so i will blog more.. P.S. i will blogging about my weights.. i gained weight.. it drive me nuts.. need to work out really bad.. i need to buy a running shoes and reduce eating.. and watch my eating and counting calories.. so i can able pull 30 lbs out of my body.. My goal is 120 to 130 lbs.. it good enough for me.. ugh.. long way to go. i wanna to be skinny stay skinny... haha.. so will blogging more..

you guys have a great week!

uh-no i m so behind on blogging so here i am!

It been a while I haven't Blogged.. We had quite exicting events with this densley family..

It April already.. just barely finished 2ND week of April where the heck times goes?? slow down.. so first weekend had first easter of this month.. we got the kids basket from Easter bunny.. Devin Jr has sports basket and Amber has crayon's basket full of markers, colored pencils and some crayons and a coloring books.. then we head to the movies we did watched the movie called " how can I train the dragons" with 3-D glasses.. so it was really good movie we really enjoyed it alot.. really want to buy it when it comes out for DVD. then around 4 pm went to IHOP for Easter dinner with Jaclynn.. it was good dinner.. it was so fully.. kids had really good time they got Easter from both grandparents clydes and densleys they got new summer shoes and 1 DVD and amber got really cute summer dress and Jr got summer outfit. Also it was general conference for LDS DC watched whole 2 hours of General Conference he says it was really good one and very spiritual.

So today is Saturday April 10Th, yesterday it was Grandpa Densley ( DC dad) his birthday.. wished him a happy birthday, grandparents densley went to st. George for weekend.. to have fun and relaxing.. so same as for my kids.. we dropped our monkeys to my dad (grandpa pie) recently on Thursday.. so they might not be home till Sunday or Monday afternoon.. they went to st George with grandpa pie.. for golf tourney, for my uncle so kids can spend time with family before the big step is coming up will tell you more later.. it long typing of it. so it only me and Dc spend time together this weekend also nice breaks from our monkeys kids. but we missed them..

On april 8th, It was my 3 months anniversary that I HAVEN'T smoke a cigarettes, I feel so great and CLEAN.. it was nice.. not have worry about it anymore but good job for me! I'm proud of myself.. for keep this way.. but I'm still continue do this journey to stay quit..

next time I blogging about big step so keep eye on it for next blogging..

p.s. in 2 more weeks I turn 27 EEEkkk.. I'm not ready for that.. step.. ha ha..

You all have great week

A Poem that stuck in my head!

The poem was stuck in my head often, It wont go away, so I just thought why not to blogging about it.. what it about why I'm thinking, so here the poem, but be patient with my English grammar are sucks..


True love soul mates

there is 2 people have one true love soul mates for each other
one big heart that beating beating beating really fast.. you fell into
huge cloud of flying that you are in like heaven, your heart was beating
like crazy!

there is only one soul true love of the life
one man one woman who share a big heart of
True love soulmates
they share everything
they belong together
they believe into their hearts
it will keep going beating beating
want to stay and grow old together
let the one True love soulmate stay forever lasting entrenal

these poem was stuck in my head! I know i don't make a sense it rymntes of my writing but i used be writing poems alot.. but I'm thinking I'm gonna try again back to writing poems i have to think more often.. what it meant..

this poem for my husband who i really love and love of my life!

Devin C Densley SR.

You are truely amazing person! you are really GOOD Man and you have a great heart inside of yourself.. you are truely popular of friendly people who really loves you very much! I'm glad that i found you as my true love of my life and my soul mate, I'm glad that You and I got married and had a beautiful family. you are have alot patient of yourself.. you are amazing father of our children. you are amazing person.. there is no words to explain about you.. you have strong words to help people and open their eyes about truth of life! I just want to say I really love you very much truely.. I just want to say Thank you for being so much patient with me and support me and be there for me no matter what where is it and whenever we are at! I just want this family to be together eternal forever.. I love you very much ! this poem for You..

mwah.. honey.

about AMBER MAE she is 5

OOPS!!! I'm bad remembering.. to blog about my daughter birthday.. dang..

i remember when amber was born,, she was so TINY preemie baby, she only weight 6 lbs 4 oz 17 inches long.. little head.. i was huge at pregnant with her.. oh boy.. i thougtht i was having a huge baby girl.. turns out small baby.. haha.. now she turns 5 on march 6Th.. i not realize how the years has passed by.. i feel so so OLD..

Amber mae, she is 5 and she is cute but she loves talks alot.. ask alot question and she love coloring, and play her toys, barbie or movies.. anything that keep her busy she looks up to her big brother.. but she sick of him picking on her.. haha.. that how brother and sister are.. haha..

she is very tough girl.. brave girl.. but she have a mood swings like teenager girls.. haha.. I'm not ready for it.. slow down..

AMBER MAE,

Dad and I always love you very much.. we are so proud of you to be as our daughter, precious daughter.. we have watched you grow alot.. you are so beautiful inside and outside.. stay strong.. keep growing keep Ur head up keep smiling enjoy your 5 years old as little beautiful GIRL.. dancing as much you can and dancing as you live.. and dancing as you laugh.. so happy birthday to Amber mae..

these pictures are from when she was baby to 5 yrs old

1st picture is 4 yrs old

2nd picture is 3 1/2 yrs old with mommy

3rd picture is her 1st birthday as 1 yrs old

4th picture is Newborn 1 day old.. with aunt caitlin

wow see how much she changes.. crazy

Amber we love you very much !

it MARCH soon over ALREADY..

I'm here to post more pictures of Ohio trip!!!! so I passed 2 months of quit smoking YAYA.. things are going great.. life is great. but still struggle find jobs.. crazy so i hope you enjoy look the pictures..

1st pic is welcome Ohio

2ND pic is girls Alisha, Me and Andrea

3rd pic is grandma Clark beautiful casket

4Th is me and dc in bar..

enjoy it..

i need to learn make s slide shows for pictures than post it..

u all guys have great week..

be back to soon for more blogging..

WOW!!! Im almost a month behind OOPS!!!!

WOW!!!!.

It been long time, I haven't blogging.. alot events happening.. so on valentine weekend, it was great but unfiornally turns up bad news!!!...

DC and I found out that DC's Favorite grandma of his life.. that she is dying and found out that she has a cancer.. it was too late to to get them cured and caught too early but it didn't; happened it caught too late! she had that cancer in her precious body for one year half, till recently Dr found that she has cancer.. she had 2 days to 2 weeks to live of this earth.. so we found out on valentine afternoon when my parents in law came home from st. George Utah from their short weekend vacation, so DC was broken heart and not ready for grandma to leave this world.. so he was prepare.. so next 2 days later DC and his mom left back to Ohio to spend time with each time and giving some love to grandma.. so she did return to heaven to back to her husband and her son Tim, on February 22ND 2010, at 9 05 AM on OHIO time.. but in Utah time it was 7:05 she rest in her peace.. she is amazing lady ever i met.. i only met her few times.. she is soo sweetheart lady ever I met, but she is in better place.. so Today I'm in Cincinnati OHIO for funeral for Grandma CLARK.. so it really so sad.. my last time i saw her was 5 years ago.. i still thought of her all time she is so so SWEET but I'm really grateful that she did have a chance to meet my 2 precious children before she died.. so her last time seen my kids was in like 2005... so DC's GOAL was successful.. it was part of his goal make sure that grandma to have meet the her 2 great- grandchildren.. so I'm glad she did have a chance.. we already miss her and we love her to death.. we keep her and grandpa Clark in our hearts it will be always be in our heart.. so Me and Jaclynn ( my lil sis in law) flew to Ohio from UTAH.. it was pretty long day for us.. so I'm at sitting on hotel typing all my blogging to catch up.. so will post more.. will post the picture of grandma what she looks like and etc.. so hope you all have great week.. but in OHIO it pretty COLD.. BRRRR.. not used to it.. my last time was Nov 2005 !!!!

Have a GREAT WEEK
will blog more.. whenever I have a time..

what a weekend and one Month of quit smoking!

Wow!!!!

DC and I had crazy good time weekend! we dropped our kids off to my mom's for weekend, so they can hang out with my mom ( grandma Lynda) so Dc dropped me off at gas station so I can meet Shawnelle, then we head to our friend's work, got our nails done. it was felt great when I had my nails done. of course it fake nails I made a descion, to get fake nails on to make me stop biting habits.. I have awful biting nails habits for long time. so I fed up so got nail done.. so the reason i get them, so my son start to biting his nails so i not want him end up like me... so i put fake on it.. avoid the biting make my kids look up oh Mom not biting nails anymore.. I hope it helps. so after that we went to her house to chill.. her house look so nice they painted their walls last week, it made it feel like home and cozy.. it was awesome. then on Saturday mrg, we woke up so early around 7 45 am, get ready, then left the house at 9 then stop wal mart for shawnelle then after that we stop to Kris's parents house to drop shawnelle's kids off to Kris's sister in law they were babysitting AJ and Kali, for couple hours, while we go to wendover, so we left to wendover and we ate some lunch and played casino but didn't win anything, I lost 30 dallors by stupid slots!!! it was not good but had good time.. DC lost 40 bucks on blackjacks.. oh welll.. then we left wendover around 4pm head back to slc, i had to drive all the way it was so boring nothing exciting to stare on it.. then we arrived to Kris's parents house and wait for Kris and shawnelle's kids get here from Kris's sister in law.. so we basiclly chat with kris parents.. then kids finally arrived then me and shawnelle left, went back provo to applebee's to get a late DINNERS.. then got dinner then left to her place, eating delious dinner, for me I start feeling getting sick by COLDS... I wasn't happy.. cuz i got really bad sore throat.. i was like ugh... i hate to be sick period. so dc went bed early he was pretty tired! so Kris,Shawnelle and I played phase 10 game so Kris won.. i went bed real late 2 30 AM haha oops.. on SUNDAY of course it SUPERBOWL DAY.... so DC let me sleep in which are nice.. I slept in till noon. then shawnelle and I went to wal mart food shopping get ready for SUPERBOWL.. SAINTS VS COLTS, so got the food shopping done, then DC and I went to meet my mom half way pick the kids.. kids wasn't happy to come home with us.. haha they wanted to stay longer with my mom ( grandma Lynda )... so head back to shawnelle's house.. so the party had officially started... so we watched the games it was really GOOD GAME.. SAINTS WON I'm so happy cuz it the first time for SAINTS to WON for superbowl for 1st time in history.. yaya. sorry COLTS.. they already won! so CONGRATS to SAINT TEAM NEW ORLENE LOUISIANA...

ONE MONTH OF TODAY FEBRUARY 8TH,
BECAUSE I QUITTED SMOKING CIGGS A MONTH AGO.. HAVEN'T TOUCHED IT AND I HAD NO TEMPTATION TO BUY OR SMOKE IT.. I WAS SO HAPPY.. THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT..... YAYA.. I'M MOVING TO 2ND MONTH I'M LOOKING FORWARD FOR IT...

THAT ALL I CAN SAY FOR BLOGGING.. WILL DO MORE BLOGGING IF I HAVE MORE THOUGHTS OR EXCITING MOMENTS COMING UP

SORRY NO PICTURES FOR NOW.. OOPS NEXT TIME I LL POST PICTURES...